christmas is here once again, another without you I recall past chrstmases and all the joy and thats what helps me through. your chrstmas lists were endless, I did the best I could to fulfil a young childs dreams, to do what a mother should. you never did complain,was happy with your lot, watching you opening your presents seeing the joy in what youd got. so i say happy christmas to a son that I adore, one day in the future Tom I'll say merry christmas, and hug you close once more. love you and miss you so much my beautiful brown eyed boy to the moon and back. your heartbroken mum xxxx to fulfil a young childs dreams, to do what a mother should.