my darling son tom. another year is starting without you. New years eve and day have never been the same for the last 10 years, it just means to me now that I have another year ahead of me without you again. Remembering your last new years eve, you were stood outside the front door after some party you went to , with only one shoe on and asked drunkenly, have you seen my shoe ? what I would give to see that again. god bless you my beautiful brown eyed boy, to the moon and back, from your everloving mum xxx